While drinking alcohol with my friend and his wife, I pressed the breasts of my friend’s wife while drunk. And also tried to strip her. What happened to me after that?
The intoxication of alcohol and alcohol often wreaks havoc on even the most unbreakable relationships in life. There is a similar page in the book of my life which I have kept blank. I never had the courage to write the story that I wanted to write on that page.
You must be wondering what happened in my life that I don’t even want to think about. I am sharing this pain of my life with you all with great courage. After reading about this, it is possible that your thoughts may become critical rather than sympathetic towards me.
But I had no other option but this. Instead of saying some things, it is a better option to lighten the burden of the heart by writing. That is why I have tried to share this incident with you through words.
This incident that happened to me is not very old. It was just a few years ago. After this incident, every day I see myself standing in front of me as a criminal.
Friends, I am married. That day I had gone to Delhi for some work. A friend of mine lived in Laxmi Nagar area in Delhi. I reached his flat. That friend was not in the flat at that time. So, to entertain myself, I started drinking half pegs of Old Monk alone.
But things took a turn when another friend of mine also got to know about my arrival. Don’t know how but maybe because of Facebook location he got to know about my being in Delhi.
That friend was also my roommate in college. Our friendship used to be very deep in those days. Even when he got married, he did not even put the garland around the bride’s neck before I arrived. You can imagine how deep our relationship was.
He took great care of me. Always kept me ahead. Although there was not much from my side but it was as if he was giving life to me.
I remember very well that only once in my life did someone surprise me on my birthday. That surprise birthday was also planned by this friend of mine.
Similarly, once I was stuck in some matter in my college. Everyone had left me but this friend supported me. She never closed the doors of her heart to me.
It was during our college days that we both were sitting together and drinking. I was drunk and so was he. However, he had just jokingly snatched away my cigarette and I beat him up for the same.
It was a very small matter but due to intoxication I could not control myself. There was a lot of abuse and after all this he went home crying. He left my room that very moment.
Even after all this, he did not let the flame of our friendship cool down. It is not that I did not contribute anything to our relationship, from time to time I also supported her when needed.
But today I am writing this incident only to repent. Therefore, I will write only what he did for me and what mistake I made in this relationship of our friendship.
I will not tell about myself yet. Just through this story I want to lighten the burden on my heart about what wrong I did to her.
So that day, because of the location, he got the news of my arrival. He called and asked me to come to him. I had to say yes and after some time he was in my room. He had cold bottles of beer.
But the surprising thing was not the beer but the presence of sister-in-law with it. Well, when he came, he must have thought something. Sister-in-law also knew about our friendship.
We all started drinking beer together. Within some time we finished the beer. After some time, a second round also took place between us. Overall, I drank too much that day.
After some time I started feeling like I was going to vomit. When I couldn’t stop myself, I suddenly got up and ran towards the bathroom and vomited.
My friend was sleeping nearby. But sister-in-law heard my getting up. She came near me and started supporting me. I was not even in a condition to walk.
Sister-in-law wanted to bring me out, but I don’t know why I was mumbling something else under the influence of alcohol. Somehow sister-in-law tried to make me lie down in the adjacent room. But I don’t know what happened that I held sister-in-law tightly in my arms.
My hands immediately reached sister-in-law’s boobs. When I pressed sister-in-law’s breasts, she started releasing them. But my grip was very strong. By the time I was done, I also removed Bhabhi’s top.
Her bra was visible, seeing which my lust increased even more. Sister-in-law was still trying to get free but she also knew that her husband was sleeping next to her. So she remained silent and kept trying to stop me.
But I also removed sister-in-law’s bra and started sucking her breasts. When I started sucking sister-in-law’s breasts, she pushed me away.
Sister-in-law’s breasts looked completely erect. I once again held Bhabhi’s breasts tightly and started pressing and massaging her breasts hard.
Sister-in-law said- Please, don’t do this, he is sleeping next to me.
When I did not stop, sister-in-law slapped me on my cheek. When I got slapped by him, my intoxication disappeared in a moment.
I saw what I was going to do. In my drunken state, I forgot that my friend’s wife was in front of me. The friend who loves me more than my own blood.
Thinking this, I felt very remorseful for my actions. I apologized to my sister-in-law and accepted my mistake and asked her to forgive me for my crime.
Sister-in-law said- You go to sleep now, if they come to know about this then there will be a lot of trouble.
I couldn’t sleep that night. I kept tossing and turning the whole night wondering how I had done this.
Later I remembered that perhaps I had tried to kiss sister-in-law’s lips also. I couldn’t remember anything clearly but I had definitely done something which was a very disgusting act.
At that time, I was feeling so remorseful about my actions that I felt like drowning myself in a handful of water.
When morning came that day, my friend did not know anything about this matter. I was not able to make eye contact with my friend’s wife. He said goodbye to me and left. I thought that the night had passed and the matter had also died down.
Then after a few days there was the festival of Holi. On Holi, my friend invited me to his house. But I was afraid that the incident of that day might come to light again. I was scared thinking that my best friend might come to know about the incident of that night.
I tried my best to strengthen my mind. I thought that when I have committed a mistake, I should be ready to face its consequences. I strengthened my mind and decided to go to my friend’s house.
After reaching his house, we enjoyed a lot together. Nothing happened that I was afraid of. Sister-in-law also did not appear to be upset with me. Rather it seemed as if he had forgotten that incident.
From that day onwards I abstained from even touching alcohol. I had decided never to drink. I was successful in this endeavor. Days passed like this.
Then the date of marriage of my younger brother was fixed. I had to handle all the responsibilities of my younger brother’s marriage. Slowly the wedding day also arrived.
That day my friend had also come. Sister-in-law had also come along. Everything was going well. The marriage went well. The friend went back with his sister-in-law.
But suddenly after a few days his call came and he started making the same allegations against me. Perhaps he came to know about that incident that very day. He even threatened me to confess his misdeeds.
It was my fault so I accepted it without any argument. I don’t know why sister-in-law told that thing to my friend.
Maybe there was some fight between them and then this thing came out, I couldn’t say anything about it. But now the matter had come to an end.
I also knew that one day this thing would come out, but I had not thought that it would come out so soon. Now I started having daily fights with my friend over this incident that happened that day.
I tried a lot to make him understand, I tried to tell him that I had done all that while drunk but instead of calming down the matter, it was getting more complicated.
In this way, after a few days, our relationship reached the verge of breaking. Eventually our friendship broke. Such an old relationship was crucified because of one mistake of mine.
I never shared this with anyone. I never had the courage to talk about it even in front of my wife because that was the way I did it.
One day I received one last message from my friend in which he had written – I know that you are addicted to drinking and you have done all this while drunk, still I am not able to forgive you.
I am sparing you by thinking that we used to be such close friends, if there was someone else in your place, you cannot even imagine what I would have done.
From that day onwards he never tried to talk to me. I also never thought of approaching her because how could I apologize to her? This pain remained buried in my chest forever.
I even owed him Rs 1.5 lakh. I did not dare to even ask him for that money back. That debt of mine was very small compared to that crime of mine.
Even today I regret that one mistake of mine. That one mistake of mine had destroyed our deep blood relationship. I had to pay the punishment for this betrayal in friendship by losing my friend.