Nowadays young boys start dreaming of becoming male prostitute or male escort or gigolo for the fun of sex and money. But what is the truth?
I want to tell you something today. There are many pages in the book of our life which only we have read.
There is something written in those pages which we may not want to tell to our family members, friends or loved ones.
Such things remain buried only in our hearts. Some people stop the emotions suppressed in their mind from coming up, but sometimes these emotions become a burden on our mind and start suppressing it, hence it becomes necessary to bring them out.
There is a similar secret associated with my life which I am presenting to you today through Antarvasna.
I apologize at the beginning for not revealing my real name because I will not be able to reveal my identity here.
Almost everyone will be familiar with the words gigolo, male prostitution or male escort. If any friend or brother still does not know, then let me tell you that just as women sell their bodies for money, in the same way men have also started selling their bodies these days.
Women of modern society no longer like to live under the veil of shame and suppress their sexual desires.
If she is not getting enough sexual pleasure or satisfaction from her spouse, then she prefers to buy it from the market.
There is nothing wrong in this. Sex is a hunger without which every living being feels incomplete.
But when it comes to man, he finds himself surrounded by the wall of morality created by the society.
Nowadays people have found a path in this wall which goes down through the foundation of the wall. There is a market on the other side of the wall where he can buy human bodies to satisfy his lust. Be it a man or a woman.
Prostitution for women has been prevalent since ancient times.
But nowadays this business is also being done by men. Men who sell their bodies for money are called gigolos. It is also called male prostitute or male escort.
The practice of male prostitution i.e. male prostitution has not yet reached rural India, but it is running rampant in the metropolitan cities of India. Women from rich families there secretly buy gigolo men to fulfill their fantasies and desires or for debauchery.
There are regular agencies for male escorts which keep in touch with all types of men. She supplies the same men to female clients. Everything happens in an organized and secret manner.
I know all this because I too have been a gigolo.
Now this question might be coming in your mind that how did I get into this male escort business? This story is a bit long but I will tell you in brief.
At that time, my college studies were going on, there was new blood and youth was at its peak.
Became fond of gym and body building. He got so addicted that he started trying to make himself a model.
I worked hard and started working as a model. After becoming a model, I came to Mumbai. Here I kept getting small jobs. Sometimes I did an advertisement and sometimes I did a small fashion show.
Similarly, once I met a woman in a shoot.
She looked like a model. Her sex appeal was very attractive.
When she saw me she also smiled.
She was looking at me again and again at the event.
Then he started talking to me on some pretext. Asked a lot about me.
After that we both opened up a bit and he invited me to have a beer with him.
I too was bursting with laddus. She was a sexy girl and was calling me for beer at night.
You can also imagine what possibilities there could be.
The idea of a one night stand was coming to my mind.
Meaning of one night stand: Meet in the evening, have some conversation, drink liquor. After that go to the room. Fucked hard and woke up in the morning – Who are you… I am Khawamkhaah means who are you and who am I!
Then the shoot ended and we both came out and went to a hotel to have beer.
There he booked the room and then we came to the hotel room.
He ordered beer. Our beer and snacks arrived.
We both sat together and started talking. There was laughter and joking among us.
Gradually, even slight intoxication of beer started increasing.
She started praising my body.
He saw me without a shirt during the shoot. She started telling me that she wants to see your body once again.
I had also understood what was in his mind, so I was already prepared.
I removed my shirt and vest. My body was in good shape and my abs were also quite prominent.
Then while talking she started caressing my biceps and my abs on the pretext of praising them.
My penis started getting erected just by the touch of her soft hands.
His eyes were also going between my thighs again and again.
My penis which was getting tense was taking its shape in front of her.
Within some time, my penis started getting jerks and she started smiling looking at him.
She said- You are looking quite excited?
I said- Yes, do you also want to be excited?
She smiled and opened the zip of her one-piece black dress from the back and nodded backwards.
I understood his signal. I went backwards and opened the entire zip from her waist.
Then I removed her dress.
She was wearing a dark pink bra and panty which had net on the edges.
She was looking amazing in bra and panty like porn stars are. I started going crazy after seeing him. Started moving his hands on her body.
He started caressing her slowly from her neck to her arms and from her breasts to her thighs.
She was drinking beer and watching the jerks of my penis.
Then he put the glass down and made me fall on the bed.
She sat on my stomach and started caressing my chest with her hands; She started caressing my stomach, my nipples and my neck.
Then she took her hands back and opened my pants and put her hands inside my pants and caressed my penis which was about to explode over the Frenchie.
As soon as her hand fell on my penis, I bent her over me and started sucking her lips hard.
She also started sucking my lips while rubbing her ass from my navel down to my penis.
Both of us were going crazy with lust. Both of them started biting and sucking each other vigorously.
Then I threw her down and removed my pants. I was in underwear. Then I opened her bra and her breasts came out.
I became lustful after seeing her breasts.
She had such beautiful, thick and round breasts that I pounced on her. He started drinking them while squeezing them hard.
She started moaning – Ohhh… cum… ahhh… yes… nice… ohhh… louder… ahhh… ohhh… oh God… ahhh.
After torturing her breasts, I came down to her panty and made her pussy naked.
She had a clean shaven smooth pussy.
I put my mouth on her pussy and started licking it.
She also started getting intoxicated. She started squeezing her breasts vigorously with her own hands.
Then he suddenly got up and threw me and pulled off my underwear.
Before I could think anything, my penis was in her mouth. She was sucking it eagerly like a lollipop.
Then we came into 69 position and started sucking each other’s sex organs with pleasure.
Now both were eager to have sex.
I threw her down, opened her legs and placed my penis on her pussy.
The pussy was already drenched in saliva and pussy juice.
The condition of my penis was also similar. I inserted my penis into her pussy with one push.
He made a slight sigh and then pulled me towards himself and wrapped my legs around his waist.
While pulling me, she herself inserted the entire penis into her pussy.
I started fucking her pussy while sucking her lips. Both got lost in the intoxication of sex. By now the intoxication of beer had subsided.
Since she was very sexy, I could not stand for long in front of her beauty and body heat.
After 10-12 minutes of fucking, my semen came out in her pussy. But it was good that she also ejaculated at the same time.
After having sex he praised my performance.
Then we both lay naked and started talking. Then she told that she was associated with a mail prostitution agency. He offered me to become a gigolo.
Then explaining in detail he said that along with fun there is a lot of money in this male escort line.
He explained to me the entire process of this gigolo giri.
But I did not believe what he said.
I was lost in thought.
He then gave me a mobile number. She told me to think carefully and let me know.
Then we left from there.
I kept thinking about that incident and the words of that girl for two days.
Since I also had no work and on the other hand, the fun of fucking pussy was also visible. So I thought of believing what he said.
I thought what is the point in trying once.
Then I talked to him on the phone.
He got me to talk to the agency and then sent me to the agency to talk.
The matter was confirmed and I started being sent to women from there.
Many times I used to satisfy a single woman and sometimes I was invited in a group of women.
Slowly I learned everything.
Some of the money I received went to the agency.
All this work was done in a completely secret manner.
After playing with the crowd of pussies for several months, I slowly started getting bored of this business.
It was a lot of fun in the beginning. A new pussy was found every day.
Then when I started feeling satisfied after having sex, my work started becoming a compulsion for me.
Now when it was a matter of satisfying the women, there was also pressure to perform.
If all this seems easy to you, then do not be deceived.
If you do not provide service to the female client as per her demand or are unable to satisfy her, then your complaint is lodged with the agency.
It happened to me many times that the woman was not satisfied and my money was deducted. Many things were also heard.
There was a lot of competition in this line because new boys were starting to enter this business after doing gym.
Here both money and pleasure of pussy come together but it all sounds good only.
Every coin has two sides.
Same is the condition of this business also. On one side there is money and luxury and on the other side there is guilt and helplessness.
Gradually I started feeling very bored. My modeling work was also not going well. The body started getting spoiled after fucking the women. Ultimately I decided to leave both this profession and the city.
Now four-five years have passed since this incident. I got a job after coming to my city and now I am happy in it.
The Gigolo kernel is not as golden from inside as it looks.
I have many memories of that gigolo era which keep revolving in my mind. That’s why I thought of sharing all this on Antarvasna.
In the end I would like to say only two things to you. The first thing is that if you think that in this profession there is only silver and there is only fun, then you should not be in this mistake. There is nothing like that, it just feels good in the beginning and then it becomes a quagmire.
After some time, having sex becomes a compulsion for you, no matter what the appearance of the woman in front of you is.
Many times such women come across such women that even after seeing them, the penis cannot become erect even after rubbing it on the pussy.
Even in that situation, you have to make her happy, you have no option.
Secondly, this is the only profession in which girls get paid more than boys.
No matter how handsome a boy is or how much he has spent lakhs on his body, the demand is more for girls.
So if you are thinking that in this profession you will keep running like a long race horse, then this is your misunderstanding.
Therefore, use your discretion before becoming a gigolo. I wrote this information especially for the new boys who want to enter this male prostitution business.
